Sunday, March 18, 2007

Me to myself...




















Photo by - Endevourme

I want to go, far far away. Dont know where. When you will read this, I would have already gone. Wanted to go away, always, away from you. You are a fool. A very sweet stupid fool. You loved me, cared for me, did so many things for me. But I have to go. This was a game. I started it and always took it as a game. But you were a fool, a sentimental fool. You played honestly maybe too honestly. But i pretended. Always. Now my heart is heavy but understand me. Its necessory that I quit, cause i dont want to fool you anymore. I know you will break down, cause I know you are nothing without me. But I have to go, because I am not you, I never was. You fooled yourself. And I know you will forgive me, cause you know I will be free and I will be happy. Isnt that what you always wanted? Always. Love is like that. Complete in itself. So dont cry, remember its just end of a game, a stupid foolish game.

33 comments:

  1. pic i took in pune, sunset :D!!

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  2. beautiful pic.. for the writing i get the feeling that its the same person.. the one leaving and the one being left behind..
    but well written.. for in the end love is a game..

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  3. #aditi
    thanks :D
    ya correct...its me to myself.

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  4. love the picture..
    the writing, i had to read it twice to figure some things out, but i liked it.

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  5. #sujit
    hi da, thanks :D

    #chocolteluva
    its difficult to understand it i think, because it seems vague :D
    thanks...

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  6. u can run, but u can't hide. no way.
    nice sunset!

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  7. so do u often post these messages to self??

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  8. guyz be careful before reading my posts haa, cause past few days people surrounding me are getting strange emotional disturbances, for unknown reasons :-)

    #dharmabum
    means?
    run...hide....from whom...?...
    thanks :D!!

    #shankari
    haha...well...everyone does this talking to self,
    u to do, dont u?

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  9. so where are you now? still at bangalore or pune?

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  10. #sujit
    neither,
    i am at bengalooru hehe :D!!

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  11. arrey from yourself, dear ende!

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  12. so ruthless thy nature,
    how much i envy you :-)

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  13. #dharmabum
    arrey that happens naturally, and i am not running away,
    i am helping it to disintegrate...cause it has become a hurdle...
    i want something higher,something more natural and genuine to take over...
    and interestingly, sometimes when it comes to survival, my-self also runs away from me :D

    #asmi
    haha, i think our abilities are mutually exclusive!

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  14. wow clever post!

    **cause I know you are nothing without me.

    so ur not gonna be honest anymore? That wud make u nothing again, wudnt it?

    Keshi.

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  15. i have come here after a pretty long time..and i first thought something has gone wrong:)..nice post and nice pic

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  16. #keshi
    thank yu so much for coming here :D!!

    first and most important thing is all this was a game,
    and we never take a 'game' seriously isnt it?

    Yes i agree that we need to be honest, really, its required,even in a game.
    but now i want to end this game so it is final 'The End'

    and i was always complete, always. That is how humans are made.
    only that we forget it later :D

    #shikha
    ya after loong time :D!!
    thank yu...

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  17. hmm.. it was slightly confusing.. it was from u to u only.. thnak god.. i thought some kind of breakup mail ;) Man let me tell u never write such things to urself..as ur heart who luvs u most will get hurt..:(

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  18. #chitra
    :D!!

    #pritika gupta
    nope, if its real love she will understand me
    and let me go too :D!!

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  19. Now that was profuse.."U are nothing without yourself and that you is the soul..leave it behind and it will haunt you till time come..."

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  20. That picture is a beautiful click...

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  21. Beautiful pic!

    Insightful writing! :-)

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  22. #deepthi
    only ghosts haunt, but ghosts dont exist in reality,
    they exist only in ur mind :D
    so no haunting-wanting...

    #seema
    thank yu :D!!

    #supernova
    thank yu so much for coming here :D!!

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  23. Beautiful pic. Thanks for visiting my blog.

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  24. Beautiful pic. Thanks for visiting my blog.

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  25. sob


    sniff

    sob

    sniffle

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  26. now u got me all teary eyed...
    Well u r right n ur wrong...
    But no matter what, love is not a game,serious or stupid...
    Nice pic by the way...

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  27. wow...loved the post..came at the right time...just voiced exactly how i feel...

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  28. #marie
    thank yu so much :D!!

    #sophie
    sniff sniff sniff sniff.... hehe

    #deepti
    haha...i never said love is a game, i meant to say life is a game.
    i think thats effect of previous comments :D

    #ekta
    after looong time haa :D,,,i want to break free!
    thank yu...

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  29. Simply brilliant. Makes so much sense to me. Check mu blog out, I think you might like it.
    ROXY

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  30. #rock dweller
    thank yu for coming here :D i'll try...

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  31. There is alot of truth in that.

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  32. #rock dweller
    hope u dont mean that here we dont have truth :D

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