Time...

Photo by - Endevourme

I dont know with what instinct i wrote my past few posts, but they had something to do with the future. Future that exists today, in my own life. I try not to write anything personal on my blog so please forgive me for the limited information i present here.

Now i dont even remember how it started. It makes me shiver even to think of these days, the days of darkness and dispair. Like a curse, this one dark black thing ruled our home, our family.

It ruled every aspect of our existance,suffocating every bit of life. Every moment of joy had its shadow. It was like a sad melancholy, a haunted symphony running in background. And we struggled, sometimes standing, many times failing. We kept ourselves, a duty, that we must live. We lost unlimited other things, priceless things which will never come back.

This curse ruled us for eleven years...
A few days back, for second time in my entire life, i said this to HIM,"This time you are not going to fail me..."

Yesterday, i got the call,"We won!". I couldnt at first speak for a few minutes. So much joy, so much relief...

Finally the spell was broken... by another much stronger spell.

Now i am learning, to live without this burden. Slowly trying to forget that the war is over and its time to heal.

The dark, cold night is receding...and there is faint reddish glow on horizon.

Certainly...nothing lasts forever...not even bad times.