Monday, April 17, 2006

chitter-chatter

Sometimes...
it feels so restless...
why cant we have a stupidly simple life?
we dont really understand ourselves...
or we dont know what we want...
our real needs..

we live in an insanely complex world...
not necessory that,a person should have same desires that others have..
there is nothing abnormal in being different,being not like the crowd...

if the inner things fall in place,i am sure many other things also can as well...

there is so much of resistance,
in every step we take,
every moment we spend,
feels like we are dragging ourselves,
every moment of existance, is so much of pain.

Of course all of us have a very strong foundation.
glued by culture and togatherness.
All sorts of strange capabilities and interests,
but all scattered...fragmented...
need is to consolidate,to go more basic.
live with bare minimum needs..

plus all changes need time...
time to be...
time to heal...
and stability is required for healing.

we need to get in tune with abundance to speed it up,to recover fast.
the problem is mind goes out of control
it cant remain stable.
it runs the same old records over and over again....
negativity,its roots deep seated,
fear...life buried under it,
we really cant breathe free

we all need a mechanism,
to sync.
a rugged set of rules,
to control ourselves.
we dont realize when it starts
since when we exist, this pain exists...
we dont know how we reached deep in here,
still, if we want to come out i am sure its possible...

16 comments:

Sandeep Menon said...

Nice post.....even i often wonder why our lives need to be so complex....u ve written it out so beautifully well.

endevourme said...

#sandeep
Thank you very much da,

i read ur blog,
its interesting too...

i see , u like karunesh.
i heard 'punjab' by him.
its DEVINE...

keep posting...

endevourme said...

#sandeep

Read 'The Power Of Now' by Ekhart Tolle about spirituality.

Its an amazing book!
it tells you nothing new.
It just reminds you what you already know :)

n_i_d_h_i said...

The only problem with us is that we exist……....but we are not sure of our aim in life and the circle of our wishes and wants never ends….....and we don’t know where peace is ….....and people search for happiness in others but the truth is within. Even he is with us ,holding us…..the only one omnipresent.
i hope u agree.?
nice post

endevourme said...

#nidhi

thank you very much da,

i like your phrasing,
'Even he is with us , holding us'
its....so sweet :-)

but i am utterly confused about 'god'

there are so many concepts...
everyone comes with a different theory about his own god

...defining 'god' is reducing him to a finite thing.
putting him in a concept ,
just to be understood and left away...

BTW i didnot mention about god anywhere in the original blog...
why did u bring him here?

Khushi said...

so true!!!

hey,
//i think love is same for a kid , a cat, or a girl...

AWESOME!!!

Pritika Gupta said...

i dont know it depends on u whether u make ur life simpler or complex...just follow ur heart..dont grieve for past..dont worry for future..this is the best time to do for well doer..

endevourme said...

#khushi
thank you da :-)
regarding,
//i think love is same for a kid , a cat, or a girl...

...when u actually realize this,
i mean, when u really feel that love inside you,
its one of the most beautiful feeling...

#priyanka
thank you da :-)

follow your heart,
sincerely listen to what u really need,
give space..to ur own self...
to exist...safely and comfortably...

wheather make it simple or complex,
does not matter...
u will find peace and serenity :-)
Enjoy Life

endevourme said...

#pritika
oops...
it should be pritika instead of priyanka...

ಅಸತ್ಯ ಅನ್ವೇಷಿ said...

Life is a multi-storied complex....
ಅಲ್ವಾ....?

GuNs said...

Thoughful!!
I wonder these things myself. Why do I even need to be doing this stupid job of a software engineer. Why do I need to listen to what my PL says and do it on time. Why do I have to listen to him order me to do things I dont want to.

Why cant I just live my life MY WAY? Maybe coz my dad isnt a billionaire [:-(]

Things will change, and I only hope.

Do check out my blog too...

-PeAcE
--WiTh
---GuNs

endevourme said...

#guns
true,
but remember,
pain is necessory for liberation.
you have more chances of awakening from a terrible nightmare
than a good dream.

i saw your photos on zoto.
some photos are really nice :-)
i am also trying photography
check mine too -colorsnshades.zoto.com

nirmala said...

LIFE...wat can i say abt life its like a RIDE

endevourme said...

#nirmala
thank you :-)

Rasika Mahabal said...

nice post, beautifully expressed

Junius said...

#Rasika
thanku