chitter-chatter

Sometimes...
it feels so restless...
why cant we have a stupidly simple life?
we dont really understand ourselves...
or we dont know what we want...
our real needs..

we live in an insanely complex world...
not necessory that,a person should have same desires that others have..
there is nothing abnormal in being different,being not like the crowd...

if the inner things fall in place,i am sure many other things also can as well...

there is so much of resistance,
in every step we take,
every moment we spend,
feels like we are dragging ourselves,
every moment of existance, is so much of pain.

Of course all of us have a very strong foundation.
glued by culture and togatherness.
All sorts of strange capabilities and interests,
but all scattered...fragmented...
need is to consolidate,to go more basic.
live with bare minimum needs..

plus all changes need time...
time to be...
time to heal...
and stability is required for healing.

we need to get in tune with abundance to speed it up,to recover fast.
the problem is mind goes out of control
it cant remain stable.
it runs the same old records over and over again....
negativity,its roots deep seated,
fear...life buried under it,
we really cant breathe free

we all need a mechanism,
to sync.
a rugged set of rules,
to control ourselves.
we dont realize when it starts
since when we exist, this pain exists...
we dont know how we reached deep in here,
still, if we want to come out i am sure its possible...