Retro...

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My 51st post!

Its been a long time and so much this blog has changed over time.

I started learning photography and at the same time i started this blog too.

My main aim was to showcase photos, (yes i know that i am a bad photographer :D)

but i tried writing things which as and when came flickering in my mind.Erlier i had enough time and energy to write things but now i have little and little time and its becoming more and more difficult now-a-days.

I am curious about what people feel about me and this blog and is there anything that you would like to change about this blog.

Happy blogging :D!!

Unparallel...

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They were a happily married couple, expecting their first child. As everyone has, they too had expectations and dreams about their first child. Soon they came to know that they were going have twins. It was double the joy at the same time a bit of anxiety too. If everything could work properly, they would be a happy complete family, but something went terribly wrong somewhere...and only one of the child survived.It takes so much courage to see your first child dying, and its so much agony that there is nothing you can do about it. They swallowed the bitter truth trying not to speak about it trying to forget this pain. After two years, god gave them a chance, again twins but this time daughters.They were born, both healthy and fine. Unfortunately wrongness repeats itself more often than rightness. The girls survived almost one month. Then one of them got some kind of fever, the other one picked it up too. Things went worse and the fever defeated both of them. After one year a son was born. He was alright and healthy and grew well. But things kept going uniformly wrong with him. Most of his life was a struggle, even things that are ordinary for normal people used to get uneavenly wrong with him.He was born after three deaths, deaths of three children. He wouldnt have been born if erlier ones had survived. Was this the reason for all the things going wrong in his life? If the children had survived, probably they could have made better life than he had, and does this question really matter,because doesnt everyone has a right to survive?Is there anything called destiny, do we really have choices or life is just sequence of coincidences dominated by unfulfilled wishes and pain from the past?

Taggology...

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Me doing a tag for first time, may be it will brush up ur ideas abt how Me is :D

My Favourites
Favorite Color
Pure black, white, green, i think i like all colours no bias here.

Favorite Food
I am a veggie, and except bhindi i can eat anything.

Favorite Month
All of them are good in their own way.. (is this getting wierd?)

Favorite Song
hmmm...thats a difficult question cause there are soo many of them n i donno which one to choose!right now its 'roxette - it must have been love' on my winamp

Favorite Movie
lot many...now what comes to my mind is 'roja'

Favorite Sport
TT, i dont quite 'like' cricket

Favorite Season
Here too no bias! everything happens in nature has a purpose isnt it?n its soooo beautiful!

Favorite Day of the week
Monday maybe cause it puts me in strict routine once again.

Favorite Ice Cream Flavor
Vanilla, plain n sweet :D

Favorite Time of Day
Depends, with whom you are, where you are,tho i enjoy being alone too :D

My currents
Current Mood
Sleepy…the tag is getting me tired!

Current Taste
I need tea...n its late today.

Current Clothes
formals…

Current Desktop
An IBM machine

Current Toenail Color
Natural(whatever it is 'cause i am wearing shoes)

Current Time
9 at morning

Current Surroundings
my office! creative n beautiful, i tend to enjoy this place, its more like a holiday resort :D
i naturally tend to adjust to so many things...

Current Thoughts
I thought i will never do a tag, it reveals so much abt me ;-)

My Firsts
First Best Friend
My mom tells tho i dont remember...a girl in my neighbourhood...before i started schooling, she used to come to our house,i used to cry after she had gone :(

First Screen Name
mmm....???

First Pet
Cat - Yendi, dog - moti then came Chendi n Mendi, next generations of Yendi, a dog Tina, n many more...

First Piercing
Ears...i dont even remember when they did it...

First Album
Photo album...?hehe

First Movie
was it shehenshah? i think so, i was so small,n funnily i was scared of shehenshah itself...

My Lasts
Last Cigarette
I live in no smoking zone

Last Drink
Pinapple juice at night yesterday n lots of water...

Last Car Ride
From office to home

Last Movie Seen
Dor

Last Phone Call
To home

Last Book Read
My lovers lover (dont take it wrong guyz. i get easily bored by romantic novels)

Have You Ever Broken the Law
never

Have You Ever Been Arrested
na

Have You Ever Been on TV
naa

Have You Ever Lied
many times, it comes so naturally!

Thing You've Done Today
can waiting be called as an activity?

Thing You Can Hear Right Now
some girl murmuring somewhere...

Thing You Can't Live Without
Nature

Thing You Do When You're Bored
I usually dont get bored, very comfy n natural n calm n sane life i have n ppl envy me.

3 PEOPLE YOU CAN TELL ANYTHING TO
No-one, No-one and No-one.

2 CHOICES
1. Black or White
Black

2. Hot or Cold
Cold

1 THING YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE
many of them n here is a list probably u have seen already :D!!
http://endevourme.blogspot.com/2006/07/pond-of-dreamz.html

Colours...

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Scenes from movies etc that i like...
Pyasa - Gurudatt saying 'yeh duniya agar mil bhi jaaye to...'
ROJA - at the ending when 'the terrorist' tells arvind to go...and the flag scene too...
Swades - SRK crossing river in a small boat, surrounded by people, calm bluish waters of river(very very deep...isnt it?)
Hum dil de chuke sanam - at the ending when aishwarya rai says goodbye to salman...(i am so happy!)
The terminal - "just say that you are afraid to go back to your country and you will be free"
tom hanks - "i am not afraid of my home"
Terminator 2 - "The future, always so clear to me, has become like a black highway at night. We were in uncharted territory now... making up history as we went along."
Bombay - song - Tu hi re.....oh dear, it wretches my soul!
Vaastav - song - teri duniyaa hain muzmain kahin, its so sweet...(the movie is too poor i havent watched it)
Shabd - song - chahton kaa silsila (mmm...cinematography!)
Dahek - song -saawan barse tarse dil....(ooh the rains....)
Meenaxi - song - yeh rishta...(colourfullll....)
I also like Des Raag ( which comes only on Doordarshan )(remember "baje sargam har taraf se"?)
...these are just a few of them, there are so many more... :D!!